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“I failed in some subjects in exam, but my friend passed in all. Now he is an engineer in Microsoft and I am the owner of Microsoft…!”—BILL GATES

An amazing person

I was reluctant to read it at first for i had the impression that it was written out of hatred. I kept it by my side and in my bag thinking over and over again if i will read it and finally i did. I am glad that i did what i did.

I never knew that such things could happen on such a day. However, woman deserve the treatment that you received especially on your wedding, a day that is very special not only to a wife to be but also the the husband to be. I may never feel the same feelings that you have but i understand why.

I may never be good at showing it but i do love you and will always do. Your are an amazing woman. One that has been through a lot and remain strong. I envy you and respect you in my heart.

There is no need to say more when many have happened in the past....

First rehearsal

Just finished my first rehearsal at klpac..... now i feel awfully horrible..... The are only four songs and yet i cant complete any of the...

The 2 1/2 hrs rehearsal felt like ages from the start as the flew through the pieces and caught me off guard..... its like pi la pap pap pi la pap pap rather than pi~ la~ pap~~ pap~~............

There is this great wall ahead, how do i get on the other side.... :(

Haiz~.....................

Holidays over

Today is the last day before most of will will get back to our usual schedule, wake up early in the morning, get dress for work, for some get jammed on the way to work, start working, have lunch with frns, go home, bath and change, f&e than sleep...... Just to repeat the cycle again tomorrow...

Sounds darn boring doesnt it??? Well its bec we make it sound that way... We are the chef, we are in-charge of adding adding spices into our own life. If you decide to have a meal of plain white porridge, than u will just taste the grains, but add in stripped egg, soy, pepper, some shredded chicken and fish, all in together you have a whole new meal! :)

So to all ya, Happi Chinese New Year and may ur life be filled with joy :)

Its....... ~

CHINESE NEW YEAR duh!!!! hahaha

Let us welcum the Rabbit year!!! haha

well there isnt reli nothing much special to write today, oh ya my bro suddenly came backed and walked into the room!!! haha i was shock bec i reli didnt expected him to show up :P

a frn recently told me this, wats the worst thing you would loose, worst come to worst, u just wun get it. True, if we never dare to carry out certain things, we will never noe the act outcome... So i will too, when the right time comes, in 1 or 2 months time, u see!!! XP

Chao!

Five Senses

I found this when i was cleaning my room a few minutes ago, it was written 3 yrs ago in 2008;

God has given us five senses

What ever we choose to do with them

For the better good or for the worst

We have to thank Him for them

But use it well and wise

For He can reclaim it back anytime He wants

Touch,

It was given to us not for our own greed

But for a purpose in life, to touch those who are in need

It may just be a touch from those God given hands

Or a word from the heart that will bring light and hope to others

Taste,

It is a gift not only for us to taste the goodness of our food

But also to taste His bitter sweet when He created this world

He does not wish to be thanked for His doings

In return, he hopes that we will understand His purpose for creating us

Sight,

It helps us to realize the things that is going on around us

So that we are not blinded by.....

Well, that is were it ended as I couldn't recall why I didn't finish writing it so I will leave it as it is for now.

I'm back :)

5days and 4 nights in the city of 'The Land Below The Wind', Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. But this time for a different reason, to explore the town which i have been to several time but yet only seen approx 1km radius of the place i stayed, North Borneo Cabin (NBC).

Also in addition, this time Cucu tagged along XP Well, i have to admit that if not for her i probably wouldn't have seen as much as i have compared in the past. I simply couldn't calculate the distance in kilometer that we have covered. The amazing thing is that it was mostly done by just walking!! I thought that it was an amazing height of achievement due to the fact that normally i will drop by just walking in malls for an hour or two. XD

The trip to Mari-Mari Culture Village was AWESOME!!! There is just too many things to write them on here so you will just have to go there and find out urself haha :P I loved the activities and the company of the group and Howard, our local guide in the village....!! and he is just as old as i am... shame shame X(

And the tour to poring, memorial park and so on, i reli did have an enjoyable time although i was a bit quiet sometimes :P but overall it was fun for me.

this morning my mum asked me why i didn't take another day off after just returning fr the trip which i only went off to bed around 3.30+am only to wake up 2hours later to go to work.... with that i felt sleepy and slept a little at my desk after working hrs haha.. lucky didn't get scolded!!!

alright than, thats all for now. dun noe when i will be back here but will try to make it soon. Chaos!!

2011

Exams are finished, the year 2010 has just left and gone into the history books, and here we are, trying to make new with the year 2011... WELCUM!!! ^^ haha no sense in that sentence.... XP

Well happy new year everyone!!! :) Last nite, i went to Malacca with my parents(couldn't say family bec my brother wasn't there, he had other plans of his own), actually we went there just for the night zoo haha... well what can i say, its night and like us the animals need rest after a long tiring day of labor of entertaining the day guest and worst off all they dun get paid!!! haha so i guess they just thought they will sleep at night and not do the O.T!!! XD

Other than an inactive night zoo...things were ok, drove back to kl, had an early breakfast of fish n chips and a glass of carrot juice and headed home.....

That was how i welcumed the new year XP

Last day at school (officially)

Officially last day of school have come to an end….. During Pn. Lim’s lesson, I was told to go up and give a sort of farewell speech or so, I didn’t reli gave a proper for I am not so much of a “on-the-spot” person with all these speech. So here goes;

It was the feeling of unwilling and hatred everyday I had to put on my school uniform each new morning when I looked myself in the morning. But I always had a good time at school although I dread lessons. Every single little thing was blame on this and that but never myself which I still do on and off. But somehow I have come to an understanding that it ain’t all that bad either. I had many good friends that I met and manage to bond between the old. They said that Titanic sank but FriendShip will never sink. But of course not everything said are all good for it would have been a fairyland tale. I have done things that we don’t see eye to eye but I believe what I would stand behind the decisions that I have made. Now I am being able to get up and put on my uniform without the feeling of being sent to a prison but the feeling of going back to school again as I have been for most my life.

One of the many things that I cherish the most during my time in MBS was being able to know someone better, someone who has been there but never did notice. It’s a funny world for we never do appreciate the company of souls that is alongside us until we go our separate ways. But I do not dare to expect too much for nothing is constant. And somehow the odds are against me. Tides change, so do human emotions.

MBS was probably The School that I felt I was in A School. Its environment really gave me a sense of the present of knowledge around it. You may say that I am elaborating. But wait till u have been to a few schools, you will know. I really have to salute the Form 6 teachers. Not only are they highly qualified, somehow you won’t feel their piece of paper qualification upon you. You feel closer, sometimes you are able to talk craps and you will get a friendly crap response…. This is a bit unusual for teachers that I have known. I thank my teachers for their wisdoms, patients and guidance. For the unconditional sacrifice you gave for us, for me.

My friends, you all have been great as I am only hoping I have returned the favor. There are days that I dive in thoughts wondering what I did, was it ethical? Was it fair and just? Have I been or reacted badly against you all. No matter what they are, as Puff said, MBS will always be a part of us in life; so will you all. For 17 months, my classmates were one of the companionship that I treasured the most as I intend to keep it that way a many years to come. No matter what I did, I do hope we can once again sit down together and laugh over it when it’s over. Without you all, I am sure that I would have a hellish experience through my Sixth Form school life.

Ask me 16 months ago if I regretted coming in to Form 6 and I would have said “Hell Ya!”. 17 months down the road and ask me again the same question and I would have this answer “it’s a pity you didn’t gave it a chance.” For it was chance I gave to make things out of what they are. We are merely just a passenger and a ship and being stirred along the teachers guide us proves efficiency.

I think I have said all I wanted to so bye for now.

“Things are tangible objects, catch your dream answer secure it fast for the the call of a life time.

Leaving hope and facing reality

I dun think it is going anywhere, better give up for something that right now doesn't feel it is going to happen and put all hopes on it than only to be disappointed in the end.

Guess I was wrong and maybe things just didn't work out as i planned or as i hope it to be. I still feel the distance and~ i guess that says it all.

I have never saw it before but somehow i feel that things are coming clearer in my mind. Don't go on a wild goose chase if your are not going to be able to catch the goose at all.

Brilliant Idea or not so

The idea of going back to my hometown to study at first may sound as a good idea since my hometown is just Klang.... brilliant

No television tat is working properly tat is....., no Astro, no entertainment outlet nearby... Sounds like an idea place to be in a study mood.. no distraction! But now i feel damn lonely..... :( haha but its ok in order to achieve my goals....(tat is wat i keep on telling myself, bt does it works???)

The reason i brought along my laptop one of which ;
1>i need to complete my assignments,
2>to prevent myself from total boredom XD

Went to KL library yesterday as i have posted, only manage to complete a quater of wat i planned to achieved..... today, spent most of my morning cleaning up the dust and washing and cleaning of the house and i am no where near 50% of the house...... btw it is just a small house with 2 floors, it has been months since i step foot into this house and now OMG!!!!!

Well better get back to my priories and get along for my preparations for STPM trials...

Plans of the day;
1. finish revision for Pengajian Perniagaan 1......
2. at lease half of Pengajian Perniagaa 2
3. a quarter of BM xP

chao..... :)

Mighty Lord noes wat u have done.....

Went to kl library yesterday(monday) with Dennis and Yong Shean n supposedly Jinn Shin bt she ffk!!! haha no maybe she is just too tired to tag along bec she study through the weekends... so nvm la!!! :)

the onli fun part in the library was at the vending machine...yong shean was a bit chilled so i suggested to get a hot drink at the vending machine down below at the 1st floor... so all three of us went together..

each drink cost rm1 so Dennis went first, slit his bank note in and got his drink.. unfortunately, something went wrong. the problem was either from his money or the machine itself.... bottom line was, when Yong Shean couldn't slit her money in...... we tried n tried till came a point she gave up and said nvm.... haha

i than had tis thought; based on my past pain in the ass experience with my desktop that keeps on "hanging" i would just hit the restart button and get done with it....

now as u noe there is no such button nor function with vending machine, so i just followed the wire to the power socket and just switch off and than immediately switch it back on just like restarting ur com. the funny thing was it worked....... the best part of it was the note that Dennis silted in came back out....although u alr his drink...... so i guess u can call it as "on the house"!!!

it was all great until i read a sign paste on the vending machine. the notice was intended to say in respect to the holy month of ramadan, muslims are not allowed to drink at the area.... and just below it wrote : "Allah Maha mengetahui segala perbuatan anda..." (something like tat....sry didnt take photo next time i take and repaste it here) After reading it i was like......... ++'

so i gave dennis back his money as in pushing the sin to him haha.... but in the end i bought a drink for myself too.....too bad, lucky incidents seldom occurs twice as i tried using the same note that jammed the machine earlier hoping tat i get a free drink too but i didn't.....

Disappointment.....

Just went to "Sokong Cikgu Hajah Siti Mangsa Politik" page on facebook..... After spending some 15min reading some of the comment and discussion board, there was a sense of disappointment and sadness. We keep on calling ourself educated people. But how educated are we really. Is it enough to achieve Wawasan 2020?

Maybe this is the reason why we are still not performing economically as well as our neighboring countries.. Some comments were still intended to cause more outrage among readers. Even I felt insulted but not from the words said by Cikgu Hajah but the immature users. Sadly only a handful of users are able to maintain a calm manner when posting but most of which lost themselves and the maturity when posting.

I believe in people making mistakes, big one and small ones. Yet some mistakes reaches to the public and some don't. Unfortunately for Cikgu Hajah, it went out all the way to the mainstream media. Whether Cikgu Hajah really did made such comments, its really up to God to decide and those involved directly. Who are we who are miles away for the scene to make stories of our own.

Everybody makes mistakes and therefore should be forgiven. Such forgiveness may not be immediate but none the lest at lease in time.

Since the launch of 1Malaysia, till now i haven't really see an incident nor anything that truly stuck me with a sense of being a true Malaysian nor 1Malaysian.... That may sound sad enough, but what makes things worst is sometime i wounder who are we or where do we really belong. Of course this is purely based on self opinion and not looking for any debate in it.

However, I was glad that even some Malay stood up when some of their 'brother' went into a head to head clash with other users, in a polite and easily understood manner. To be clear, I am happy not because they stood up for the other races, but i am glad and happy that there are still some of them who see that we are able to live with one another in harmony in the future.

It was a bit distressful when going thorough some of the comments, it is clear that although Sejarah was made a compulsory subject in school. Funny as it may sound, it doesn't look like it made any impact or any what so ever due to the lack of understanding of what's true and what's not, basically facts. Worst of all, some whom didn't have the right information or facts came lasing out at other people only to make a fool of himself or herself.

Leaving that as it is, I am signing off and back to what I was doing, tv! xP

MIA

O My Gosh, it has been a loong~ loong~ time since i have blog.....
many things has happen for the past few weeks but never really blog about it though. Just recently i came back from a camp which my classmate Cheah ask me to go. Its called Cong Xin Chu Fa haha sry cannot type chinese :P well i had fun n at the same time learned quite a few things. One of which is no matter how we say it, saying Thanks You SOMETIMES isn't enough for wat is done. haha very hard to explain here.

Well Hari Keluarga is coming up (24th July). Part of it sucks though not because the event sucks but the date does haha. This is because I was suppose to go for this workshop but than couldnt make it. Guess what! Because it is on the same date!!!! Hmmm.. :(

Anyway, CHEER 2010!!!!!!!!!!! Wow!!!! I really salute those boys and grils (mostly girls) who manage to shout scream jump and cheer not only for the school's team but for others too!!!! AMAZING.. till now my eardrum is shaken haha because i had a earphone that is connected to a mic for recording.. so what ever sound in the stadium is amplified into my ears!!!!! Anyway I had as much fun as them by just watching the cheerleaders performing their jumps and rolls and whatever they are called... haha still ain't familiar with the terminology for their stunts..... :P

Well this is just a short brief for tonight before i head off to bed so till next time... :)

Thanks

thanks to mok, nicky, yin tong, yuen wai and yein for willing to celebrate an early birthday today! Really appreciate it and many thanks to you all from the bottom of my heart! :)

Today started early as i had to attend a meeting for the National Chinese Society Leadership Camp which is only another week or so....

This would be my first time being a part of the organizer and i must say that among the camps, workshops and bla bla, they are one of the very few who are really committed to what they are set out to do. Those participants are really lucky to have them! BRAVO!!!

We started out with only targeting a max of 600 participants, infect quite a number of people were saying that we would onli achieve around 500++ at first, but guess what was the final number of participants we got till now..... 1145!!!!!! WALIAOOO~ i was like how are we going to have games that is suppose to last for almost 3hrs!!!! different people coming from different part of the country ( heard that there is even participants fr east malaysia!!), different background, different ATTITUDE.....

Just yesterday i was also included in another group in charged of the disciplinary of the participants through out the camp. I m hoping that there wont be any major incident(s) then, just to make my job easier!! ^^P

well lucky and thank God that i have a group of independent members in my group(games)... thanks guys and girls for all your contribution and hard work you have given..... sry if i havent been there for you all these few days bec i m having my exams now.... reli sry :(

Well, let us all hope for the best and have a blast when the time comes!!!!!

ok have to admit, have not been here for quite some time alr.. so i want to go back to the part where yuen wai went for her public speaking semi finals which is also a long time ago... haha

it was the usual things registration, find a sit listen to other people n bla bla bla... nothing that will interest u for now.. :P till lunch!

In the morning we had our lite breakfast at the college.. wait i forgot, haha We went to Segi college in ....??? :P well anyway the morning breakfast was ok, but when lunch came, we wanted to try something new. then we saw tis cafeteria, looks classy fr the outside... sry didnt hv any pic on that.

So we sat down n started to Oder our lunch....

this is the cafe we went to...

i started to wounder how small is their menu..... low mw... the mee is low??

Notice the ku pao chicken reice... there was tis time i ask tis the waiter, wat is tis, he told me chicken with rice.. then i notice there was ku pao mee... he told me that it is mee.... i then ask him no chicken??? haahaa,... then i ask him to explain more in detail then he answered: " Kitchen"... i was like........ O.o? XD

seriously, guess wat i was drinking...... no kopi, not teh, but hot chocolate... yup, i hv never in my life see anyone serve hot choc they way they do... n is not cheap with tis amount of serving.... but it was ok.

tis would be the special dish of the day, nasi brayani

n tis would be pn.tay's beef noodles

May Your Soul Rest In Peace

I may not know you that well, i may not be the closet family member to you, i may not have been many things when u were alive. But when you were still here, you were nice to me, it was just a few week ago i saw u, yet now there you laid in peace. For the past two weeks, u suffered and yet i couldn't do much, for u were then in the hands of God. Laying there must have been suffering but at lease now, u r no longer suffering for you are now by His side. It was great to have met you before you were hospitalize, at lease you still could walk around, but now you are as free as a bird. May your body and soul rest in peace and God bless your soul.

i m so lost

if u just knew how much it would have mean to me,
things would have been much easier.
i wouldn't have to torture my mind right now.
but how is it tat i am able to get my thoughts across,
when i myself is not certain on how i m to do it.

Minggu Keusahawanan....

AIYAK!!!!! Kena slip lewat pulak although i got to sch around 6.40am++.....

when yein called to go down to help her with the fruits, i though that we were going to be lewat bec she called around 7.05am n we had to be in sch around 7.15am.... mana tau we kena lewat for getting to the assembly area late.......... haiz.... nvm la, small price to pay......

Today was my class turn to sell things during sch's recess......

Have to say, things were not going smooth as i planned.... over budget, high cost, nt reli organized, miscalculation, over estimate~(the list goes on) plus sum more to to foot in....

however one thing though, although i passed my business games n a bit of my dimp. in business management course, i dun think i did a good job in calculating everything... cost, cost cost!! ha ha

well, i pity my class treasurer, bec i felt that she was so sad that we couldn't sell out our goods and we had to sell them at initial modal price with a little profit.... dun be sad, at lease we did nt make any losses......

it was a memorable moment n hope we will do better during the nxt sales, maybe she will be more happy then!! ha ha $$$$

These r sum of the photos taken by my classmates...

Essay

Today we talk about global business and organization perspective is not limited to a local region.

Various factors are instrumental in the success of an organization. Some says that the bigger the organization, the longer it takes for a little job to be done. However, I strongly disagree to that statement. There are a few aspects that play a major role in determining the success of an organization such as technological advantage, good management and teamwork. Among these factors, team work in an organization is the ultimate key to the success of an organization.

Teamwork in an organization is the out most key function to its smooth execution of daily tasks. In most large organization processes are clearly defined, roles and responsibilities are perfectly organized, a clear and common goal is though of, but for the all above activities mentioned to be carried out successfully, teamwork will have to be achieved first. In large organization, individuals play certain roles and carry out certain responsibilities, their role in the organization is ultimate to achieve success and by that they will require the spirit of teamwork. Consider a huge manufacturing plant, it has an organizational chain where people are devided into teams and each team is assigned to a particular task to accomplish, and each team is interdependent on one another. For a successful outcome of the whole product, there cannot be any mistake from any team.

Now a days, in any large organization that we see in the market, their staff are organized into different teams such as marketing, finance, organizations, human resources just to name a few. Teams enable easier maintenance of large organizations, with the establishment of teams it is easily possible to have a chain-of-command within the organization as a whole to the individual teams. This is crucial for any organization no matter if you are the manager of KK Mart or the CEO of Tesco. Another example, the school magazine. Within that team, you will have the teams such as teacher advisors, editors, highlights, graphics, photography, adbertisements and profiles. It s the work as a whole group that in the end, a worthy magazine is able to be sent for publication.Having different teams performing different tasks ensures that information does not get remain with a few individuals. Large organizations are not interdependent on just the few individuals but enable the organizations to remove the dependency on a particular person.

There is this famous saying that “United We Stand, Divided We Fall”. The individuals in an organization can be referred as a stick while a team can be compared to a bundle of sticks. As the old proverb goes "It is difficult to break a bundle of stick than to break a single stick". Teamwork within the organizations determine the success of the organization, they give a company of technical knowledge, communication, organization skills, business experience and so on in its daily activities. In the global age, organization are large and spread out across continents, it is the team that is moved by its team spirit that enables organizations to compete with one another on an international level.

Thus, teams can be considered as the key for an organization. Most successful organizations have admitted that their success is due to the success of their teams who have worked well together, and not the work of individuals. For any organization, teamwork is the ultimate key to its success