May Your Soul Rest In Peace

I may not know you that well, i may not be the closet family member to you, i may not have been many things when u were alive. But when you were still here, you were nice to me, it was just a few week ago i saw u, yet now there you laid in peace. For the past two weeks, u suffered and yet i couldn't do much, for u were then in the hands of God. Laying there must have been suffering but at lease now, u r no longer suffering for you are now by His side. It was great to have met you before you were hospitalize, at lease you still could walk around, but now you are as free as a bird. May your body and soul rest in peace and God bless your soul.

i m so lost

if u just knew how much it would have mean to me,
things would have been much easier.
i wouldn't have to torture my mind right now.
but how is it tat i am able to get my thoughts across,
when i myself is not certain on how i m to do it.